The clock ticks tick-tock!
tick-tock! A light wintry breeze enters my room. I cuddle in my blanket and a
chill runs down my spine as I fight with the season’s first winter night. I
peep through the hazed window panes and watch the tree leaves. They move in
disdain, much against the nature’s harsh winter wave. The dog at the roadside
tries to seek shelter in the rugs and other dilapidated rubbish. The stench
doesn’t seem to bother him as all he wants, is a good warm. Soon, two men wrapped
in blanket appear from nowhere. Only the eyes are visible as rest of them are
all covered. They lit a bonfire, few biris and release the smoke that mixes
with the thick mist in the air. They are joined by another two and that
roadside dog. There is a strange silence
in this gathering; it’s only the fire flames that do all the talking.
More mist gathers outside and now
it is milky white. I cannot see anything through my window pane but can only
feel the ‘soosh’ of the harsh winter winds outside. The street lights appear
blurred as the darkness of the night has mixed with the thick mist outside. I
think about those helpless children who lie almost naked in the torturing winters
but still succumb to this natural phenomenon. What is their sin O lord? Why are
they trapped in this ugly spat of life? While all such questions fill my mind, I
consider myself lucky and pray to God for those helpless lads.
The moon smiles at me as it tries
to seek its presence even in the crowd of endless moving clouds. I open a
bottle of rum as my shivering fingers try to hold bottle opener. As I gulp down
a few drinks from the can, I get a respite from the winter tide. After a little
while, I feel dizzy. The clock still ticks – tick tock! tick tock!, but now I
don’t fight with the winter night because it’s time to part ways from all the
worldly thoughts and surrender myself to the sleep Gods.